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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog The Road Home: Cheese toast is life, especially after a night of drinking too much. It’s the perfect hangover food, the meltier the better! The mod gives us a little to go on. He mentions getting involved with a daedric cult and living in high rock at one point. Even di...  more
    • August 29, 2019
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    • August 28, 2019
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      Paws Cheese on toast for breakfast? I couldn't. Definitely a lunchtime thing. A nice little scene with Warnulf, the old Nord gets it and it's cool he has readily accepted Kaidan back. Finding out a bit more about Kai's mysterious past at the end there is intri...  more
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      The Sunflower Manual Sorry I got to this a bit late, school just started up and everything. But wew, the sexual tension is really ramping up now. Phil already talked about the internal dialogue and the conflict but the sense of place was also really nice throughout the story ...  more
      • September 6, 2019
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    ilanisilver liked Feint's discussion WiP Event Build: Daughter of the Masters
    • August 26, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to Paws's discussion WiP Event Build: Alfidia Lupus in the group The Workshop:
    Cool story, bro. Can’t wait see it set to pictures. I disagree with what you said in your last comment, though. You CAN feel like that, like a flea in the cosmological scale, if Hermaeus Mora has anything to do with it. It’s all about what Alfidia thinks,...
    • August 24, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog Echoes: I was thinking about doing chapters on their own and meeting up, and if it were an actual novel I was planning, I would probably do just that. But I’ve only planned so far ahead, and I have no idea how I’d bring them back together like two needles in a gi...  more
    • August 22, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog Echoes: Yay! The contrast thing worked!!! I tried so hard to make that come across because I don’t usually just describe things for the sake of description. So I’m glad it came out. Some of Warnulf’s perspective came from things my husband has said—he’s done thin...  more
    • August 21, 2019
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    • August 21, 2019
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      Paws The first half was very vivid, a scene capturing a peaceful twilight by the lake which seems in stark contrast to Livia's distracted mind. I really liked the chat with uncle Warn, too, and that as forthright as his morality seems to be, he does understand...  more
      • August 21, 2019
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      The Sunflower Manual Yaaaaay, Kaidan came back! I was expecting a chapter where the two of them mope on their own, but this is good too, moving forward quickly enough. And it's not like he came back like nothing happened, and it's nice that they're communicating more. You get...  more
      • August 22, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog In Another Life: It’s going to be a hard road for both of them. And Livia’s hasn’t really even begun. She’s just having dreams. Her real nightmare’s going to to come in a few chapters. I talked to a few people with PTSD to gauge his reactions, and I mean, PTSD isn’t a one...  more
    • August 19, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog In Another Life: Exactly. I’m halfway through the next chapter, and yeah. Exactly. I hadn’t planned to make him leave, but the more i got into his head, the more that was just the only option, besides the super cheesy romance novel option where they lunge at each other an...  more
    • August 19, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on The Sunflower Manual's blog Darkening Sky, Chapter 22: I don’t think anything can justify his actions, not really. But it does provide a link. Someone who went through what Bengakhi did could have a multitude of reactions, but I imagine the most popular are a full Milton from Office Space and burn the whole m...  more
    • August 19, 2019
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    • August 18, 2019
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      Paws Wow! Kaidan totally noped. Nope, nope, nopety nope. Once again, I can't say I'd not do the same. As vulnerable as Liv is right now, Kai has faced torture and unimaginable despair for a huge length of time. His psyche is wounded, and that's not something a...  more
      • August 19, 2019
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      The Sunflower Manual Oof, I didn't expect Kaidan to collapse into himself like that. Well, maybe I did, but not so suddenly. Poor Livia's got enough on her plate already figuring out the whole dragon business, and now Kaidan's just made it that much worse. Not that Kaidan him...  more
      • August 19, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to Vezrabuto's discussion Discussion: The Pantheon Challenge in the group Roleplaying:
    @Paws:  Status update on Baloth: He died.
    LOL, really, truly LOLing. I wish I had the disposition to play any sort of permadeath game, if only so I could post "she died" over and over, literally every day. 
    • August 17, 2019
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    ilanisilver commented on ilanisilver's blog entry: Thanks you guys!! I love writing this and digging deep and everything, but I’m looking so forward to them getting to happier times. 
    • August 16, 2019
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    ilanisilver commented on The Sunflower Manual's blog entry:  Sounds like a perfect storm of shit for our other bad guys to ride into. Grandmaster gone, extremist in his place, and the only two adults—it seems—who are seeing clearly are either confined or out of the picture. Tense setup! And of course what’s g...  more
    • August 16, 2019
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    ilanisilver commented on The Sunflower Manual's blog entry: In case of spoilers...
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    • August 16, 2019
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    ilanisilver likes the blog Darkening Sky, Chapter 22:
    • August 16, 2019
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    • August 15, 2019
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      The Sunflower Manual Well, these two are just a regular bundle of issues now, aren't they? The chapter name is as fitting a name as anyone can think of. It's easy to forget that both of them have really only known each other for a week or so. Sure, they have a connection, but...  more
      • August 15, 2019
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      Paws I agree with the Harrow. They both have these thorns that are getting under their skin, vines of doubt and paranoia wrapping themselves around each of their minds. One is running in fear, overwhelmed by the emotions of new experiences, the other has seen ...  more
      • August 16, 2019
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      ilanisilver Thanks you guys!! I love writing this and digging deep and everything, but I’m looking so forward to them getting to happier times. 
      • August 16, 2019
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    ilanisilver replied to a comment on ilanisilver's blog Gathering Dark: I will admit, i pictured Sam Elliott while writing Warnulf. So yeah, crusty but winnable. In this case, with lots of hard work and proof of care. And thanks! I’m trying to put their relationship at the forefront, with everything else in the background for...  more
    • August 15, 2019
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    ilanisilver commented on Delta's blog entry: Soul of an artist, heart of a knight. Nice imagery there and paints a good picture of Aeda’s character without any description or explanation whatsoever. 
    • August 12, 2019
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    • August 12, 2019